Halo halo Twiby and twiboys xD I always wanted to say that xD
this last week I spent a few darken moments really, not exactly by me, A friend of mine is happening a very difficult moment and I was the only person who decided to ask for help, but then I remembered about too many things, about the feeling of being alone so this take me back to some thoughts.
Lonely
What is it the lonely? mostly is a feeling that we decide to feel because we are not really alone but we decide who can enter in our world and who can’t do it. and this last time I remembered about how much I don’t trust in some other people, I help them but I never ask for help, this attitude has made me become a person very helpful and capable, but lonely. sometimes I wonder if this is a good way to live O_o…
Hospitals
this last days I’ve entered in an hospital, and now that I’m older I could notice about something… the reason why the nurses and doctors are always angry, in the moments when I was in there I could see how people came to the doctors and asked them for miracles… mmm not asking. DEMANDING for miracles, so I think, If I were a doctor surely I’d be angry also because it is not easy to get along with people who Demand for miracles… sometimes we must understand that they do maybe not the best but they try and sometimes the solution is far from them…
Games
a few days ago I connect again my PS2, I felt nostalgic about some games that I loved to play, and I spent too many time playing Soul Calibur 2 and Space Channel five. xD up down up down chu chu chu xD…
Decisions.
after realizing how alone I’m, and the way I have been betrayed, because that is the truth, getting away formalisms and everything that I just reach the idea about I have to start again and by myself because anyone will be in there to help me. I have fought always by myself. so, is time to understand it at all. and start again having that idea in mind…
Well after solving my problems xD I just can say that this last week we had a lot of notices about Anisa and ChiBi returned to Jakarta from Melbourne. this next week I hope we can see new notices so let’s goo !!!!!
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